Life

I haven't been working on anything right now i say i want to become a model still haven't did any photo shoots with my friend i wanted to be come a fashion designer started to think about it saying to myself i just don't want to make clothing because that's way to much work i don't know I'm pretty mixed feeling about the path I'm heading at this point. school is a drag so much finals i have to do and its just really stressful. I'm also trying to get a job which is so hard to find i really can't find anything right now i sent out 4 applications to so many jobs none called back i guess its because my resume sucks -__- i need someone to help me out with it. Just thinking about life make me feel as if I'm doing something wrong with my life am i really on the edge I'm getting tired of school... i want to get a job so i could save up for things that i want to have in the future and for college also i need to take my permit test so i will be able to drive but i keep thinking about another things. which is pretty much holding me back from stuff i want to achieve its all about focus and my mom is just all over the place right now