Suicide Thoughts

I haven't really been posting anything because it seem like no one really even pay my blog any mind and i'm like all alone with these dumb thoughts that goes through my mind, Anyways yeah this blog was meant to catch people eyes but it seem like a waste i have no followers what so ever so i don't even know if people looks at this and actually reads my stuff i write on here. Maybe my blog don't stand out like others. Seems like i could never be that popular kid with a millions of followers on twitter nor anything. No One pays me mind i guess that's why i'm so isolated with everyone i'm around, seems like I'm a failure at sometimes and i suck at life, Here i go ranting about life and how much i blah blah at it oh well its the only way i express my feelings sometimes i really don't have anyone to talk to about anything. All the close friends that really know how my life style is are to busy doing their thing, am i mad no its my fault i don't text them or anything. Yeah Basically blog will be more about writing and stuff. What i need to do is

• Get Permit and license
• A Job
• Get my own car

I love how this song has so much deep meaning to it